too late to say

Here I go, yet another attempt
To fix all that is unfinished
And straighten out what's been unkempt

This life is such a hectic one
So much unsaid, so much not done

Here we go, let's try again
To face all our demons And reach the last amen

This life is such a hectic one
So much unsaid so much not done
Here you go, your final endeavor
Better make it count
Because this world won't last forever

a little something about you

I look in his eyes and know that I'm safe
Find comfort in the every bit of his essence
Even if I'm not happy and things aren't perfect
I cannot be angry when I'm in his presence

No fear, no worry when I'm close to him
He clears my mind and sets me free
I can't imagine the difference his absence would make
He helps me see the person I was born to be

He can see through my clouds and break out the sunshine
His eyes are my window into his deep soul
We have a bond that's not meant to be broken
He is a big part of what makes me whole

learn to love

I've got to learn to live my life
Indeed I must learn how to love
I must realize that I'm God's child
That I descended from up above

I must learn to accept the atonement
To give up all this pain in my heart
I can not let my guilt take hold
For I must allow my new start

Others have seen so much destruction
And I know so little despair
Yet they all try to share their affection
And I show such little care

I've got to learn to live my life
Indeed I must learn how to love
I must realize that I'm God's child
That I descended from up above

the vanishing angel

I'm sitting in the rain & I don't know what to do
Together for so many years, life can't go on without you
Baby why'd you leave, you didn't have to go
Why you left so soon, I guess I'll never know

Oh you left without a reason, you left before goodbye
Baby why'd you have to go, why'd you up & die
I guess that wise ol' saying, that only the good die young
Kills me now to think it's true this whisper leaves my tongue

You were my high school sweetheart, always by my side
Now I guess I really see you were an angel in disguise
Cuz in times past, while you were on this earth
You opened up my eyes, and let me see my worth

You really helped me baby, more than any one can know
Because you were my angel sent to help me down below
My angel in disguise was right before my eyes
And now you're gone

the missing piece of a man

Why do you hurt me
How come I care
It's not like I know you
You were never there

How is it you managed
To make my heart cry
Just this bleeding inside
Not a tear in my eye

This scar in my soul
I will never regret
A mark of stupidity
To love someone never met

the hidden halo

They say that angels fly on wings
And wear a golden halo
But since you've been here I've seen no wings
And I never saw that halo
But baby you're my angel

You're my angel when no one's watching
My savior when no one else cares
All the while my wounds you're washing
Stitching all my souls deep tears
Because baby you're my angel

You save my life without even trying
And I don't know how you do it
You brighten my heart when my mind starts crying
You never saw a tear but I guess you always knew it
Baby that's why you're my angel

That halo's around your heart
It's light can be seen in your eyes
And everytime my downfalls start
You're love gives my spirit wings to fly
Thanks for being my angel

a world without weakness

All the demons which I've faught
And the many horrors that I've thought
Somehow you crept right into my mind
Every weakness & fault you seek to find

Although seek very hard you must not
They cover the whole, not one little spot
I wear them proudly for the world to see
Not for prides sake but because they are me

Without our weaknesses we'd all be the same
There would be no blind, no deaf, & no lame
The world would be as dull as a plastic spoon
Or the curve on the face of a new found moon